i've been thinking for a while about how to say this
and this is what i've come up with:

you wouldn't know how it feels to feel second-best would you?
because people are too afraid of making you upset to put you in that position
but you put other people--(me)--in that position ALL THE TIME
and let me tell you
IT SUCKS!
but you wouldn't know that would you?

and i've got one more thing to say:
SCREW YOU

yup

why is it

that some of the most beautiful moments

are the ones when you don't have a camera?