not knowing

not knowing what to do
looking out on all the suffering
no ideas come to mind
crazy crazy

can't do the simplest things anymore
can't tie my shoes
can't write in cursive
can't write at all

losing sight
losing sound
fall back
on the ground

finding nothing
finding no one
bottom line...not finding at all

losing it all
losing it fast
and there's nothing i can do
about that