Tuesday, May 12, 2009

why why why

sometimes i feel so left out it's not even funny
no one tells me stuff anymore
i feel left out with my friends

people get the totally wrong impression of me
just because i get good grades and like to read
doesn't mean i can't have fun
watch your words
they hurt more than you know
i feel left out with my peers

"haha, that was so funny,"
"i owe him some money"
why is that ok in 8th grade? tell me please
i feel left out, in a different mindset

"what's wrong? tell me"
suddenly, i'm left out of everything
"i'm fine, it's nothing"
but it is something

i try to be steadfast
like a rock, constantly slammed by the waves
but sometimes it feels like those waves
are crumbling me down
bit by bit

why can't things stay the same
why do they have to change?
why why why?

2 comments:

  1. i know what you mean, g.

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  2. i totally know how you feel. i recently checked my email, and i got really excited because i had a new message. then i realized that it was homework that i sent myself from social studies.
    hooray... >sarcastic eye roll<

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